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    Saturday, May 27th, 2006
    Saturday,May 27 2006 @ 11:28am
    He told his friends that it was cool,
    And when he pulled the trigger back,
    It shot with a great crack.
    Mummy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
    I went to school, I got straight A's,
    I even got the gold!
    But Mummy, when I went school that day,
    I never said good-bye,
    I'm sorry Mummy, I had to go,
    But Mummy, please don't cry.
    When Johnny shot the gun,
    He hit me and another,
    And all because Johnny,
    Got the gun from his older brother.
    Mummy, please tell Daddy:
    That I love him very much,
    And please tell Chris, my boyfriend:
    That it wasn't just a crush.
    And tell my little sister:
    That she is the only one now,
    And tell my dear sweet grandmother:
    I'll by waiting for her now,
    And tell my wonderful friends:
    That they always were the best.
    Mummy, I'm not the first,
    I'm no better than the rest.
    Mummy, tell my teachers:
    I won't show up for class,
    And never to forget this,
    And please don't let this pass.
    Mummy, why'd it have to be me?
    No one deserves this,
    Mummy, warn the others,
    Mummy, I left without a kiss.
    And Mummy, tell the doctors:
    I know they really did try,
    I think I even saw a doctor,
    Trying not to cry.
    Mummy, I'm slowly dying,
    With a bullet in my chest,
    But Mummy, please remember,
    I'm in heaven with the rest.
    Mummy, I ran as fast as I could,
    When I heard that crack,
    Mummy, listen to me if you would,
    I'm not coming back.
    I wanted to go to college,
    I wanted to try things that were new,
    I guess I'm not going with Daddy,
    On that trip to the new zoo.
    I wanted to get married,
    I wanted to have a kid,
    I wanted to be an actress,
    Mummy, I wanted to live.
    But Mummy I must go now,
    The time is getting late,
    Mummy, tell my boyfriend:
    I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
    I love you Mummy, I always have,
    I know you know it's true,
    And Mummy all I wanted to say is,
    "Mummy, I love you."

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Bad Day - Daniel Powter
    Let Go
    Monday, May 15th, 2006
    Monday,May 15 2006 @ 8:26pm
    A Flower for your vanity, a penny for your thoughts
    About The world's insanity and how we've gotten lost
    Strike up the band to play a song as we go waltzing by
    And fake a smile as we all say goodbye.
    Say A prayer for recognition, kiss the ones you love
    Gather up the ammunition, sigh for all the lost
    Strike up the band to play a song as we go waltzing by
    And fake a smile as we all say goodbye
    Raise a galss for ignorance, drink a toast to fear
    The beginning of the end has come that's why we all are here
    Strike up the band to play a song and try hard not to cry
    And fake a smile as we all say goodbye.....
    GoodBye.
    Let Go
    Saturday, May 6th, 2006
    Saturday,May 06 2006 @ 6:00pm
    I wrote you a poem
    I wrote it on my wrists
    I wrote it with a razor-blade it ended with a twist
    The blade is sharp and narrow
    I do it to kill the pain
    As I finished my first sentence....
    The blade hit a vein
    I watched my poem run down my arm
    I watched it drip to the floor
    I saw a puddle of blood

    And then I saw no more...
    Let Go
    Saturday,May 06 2006 @ 5:32pm
    Thank you...
    Thanks to those who hated me, You made me a
    stronger person.

    Thanks to those who loved me, You made my heart
    grow fonder.

    Thanks to those who cared, You made me feel
    important.

    Thanks to those who entered my life, You made
    me who I am today.

    Thanks to those who left, You showed me that
    nothing lasts forever.

    Thanks to those who stayed, You showed me the
    true meaning of friendship!!




    Current Mood: grateful
    Current Music: Ne*yo
    Let Go
    Saturday,May 06 2006 @ 2:12pm
    To all my mates...
    You're a true friend,
    that I want you to know,
    Our love for each other
    has helped us to grow.
    We've been through some tough times,
    but we've made it through,
    The only one I ever trusted was you.

    You helped me through anger,
    you've chased away fears.
    You held me through sadness,
    and kissed away tears.

    You stayed by my side
    when the world turned away.
    You helped me see joy
    when the skies were all gray.

    You were the rainbow
    at the end of the storm.
    You help me be different
    when I shouldn't conform.

    You held my hand
    when you knew we would fall.
    Every heartache,
    you saw me through it all.

    I'm not sure
    I'm always the best friend to you,
    I know I'm not perfect,
    but this much is true.

    When life gets you down,
    And there's nowhere to turn,
    I'll help you through and
    I'll share your concern.

    I'll try my best to return every favor,
    When you're sure that you'll drown,
    then I'll be your lifesaver;
    Even if we both go down.

    Whether we sink or swim
    doesn't matter at all,
    Just know that I'll be there
    whenever you call.

    I'll pull you out
    when life pulls you under.
    I'll be the sun
    when there's lightning and thunder.

    And when it's all over,
    And we've fought every war,
    There's one thing I promise,
    Of this I am sure,
    When the time comes
    that we're put to our rest.
    Be sure that you know that,
    My friend, you're the best.

    And if there is Heaven,
    then I know you'll be there,
    That if you die first
    then you'll hear every prayer.
    And soon I'll join you,
    but just know until then.
    That I'll miss you each day
    'til I see you again.

    At the end of the tunnel,
    you'll be my guiding light,
    You'll lead me to heaven,
    away from the night.

    We'll be there together,
    and we'll never grow old.
    And we'll walk hand in hand
    On the streets paved of gold.


    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: Richard Fleeshman *blushes*
    Let Go
    Saturday,May 06 2006 @ 1:47pm
    Definitely a random start...but still...
    Yeah! It's my birthday tomorrow! *pretends to be more
    excited than she really is*

    lol - sorry for the emptiness and pure 'rubbishness'
    of this site...I only started it today, and have no
    idea how to work most of it *waits for Laura to come
    online to give me advice*




    I'm going to go fiddle about with this now to see what
    I can actually do (I really don't have a clue!)

    (btw I know that name sounds weird my actual name is
    Adele - blame Jaz for coming up eith Adelaidybar!)

    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: Kelly Clarkson
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